No one is awake at 3 AM. So why do I check my mail? Why do I get on internet messenger boards? Why do I bother remaining alive? Everyone is out. Unconsious. They are blissfully unawares. Me? I am alone. Cold. Fucking empty and screaming. Desperate for human contact and receiving none. And people wonder why overnighters are depessed.
Not that I've ever tried this . . .